God, just realised that one of my blog went missing n it was not published... haiz.. dun think i will rewrite everything one more time.. keke.. cos lazy... so i'll start from here..

Hmmm... stress, stressn stress.. qualifying exams coming... but i'm not even half prepared... wanted very much to pass it.. but dun think i can make it.. cos really got too much to study liao.. n e syallabus had not been taught finish yet.. lots depending on ourselves.. but i just dun hv e confidence... hmmm... just preparing for e worst n hope for e best now...

Haiz.. many things among friends are happening.. so much so that i dunno how to react or who to side... especially when both meant so much to u.. whom should i help or whom shld i side?? i dunno.. can only lend them my ears n listen to both side of their stories.. but one thing for sure is "its always takes 2 hands to clap" so no matter what e outcome or results is.. both party do contribute to it.. so wat can i say?? i guess both hv their right n wrong ba.. think it's e same when it come to r/s... How e r/s will turn out depends on both party, isn't it?? But in real life, both party will think that it's e other party doings that lead their r/s to where they are.. which i dun agree... Hmm... just hope that no matter what decision u made, dun regret... cos once u regretted what u've done, it'll be with u for e rest of ur life.. n u'll be living in misery... so i'll try to make it a pt that i'll try to do things without any regrets...

Hmmm... today is sat, but my baobei is being "confined" together with his new recruits.. so sad.. though just met up with him on thurs... but it seems like so long liao... sob sob... hmm.. but no choice, it's his job... KEke.. only thing happy is that i'm looking forward to our overseas trip in october.. keke.. wonder if u'r looking forward to it as well... Hmmm.. hopefully it'll be an interesting, fun loving, pleasant n memorable one.. kekeke... am i asking for too much ne?? kekeke..

Hmmm... tml working pm.. hoping to do some studying in e morning.. dunno can make it anot.. kekeke... will try to blog again when i have e time.. hope u pple out there prayed that i'll be able to clear my qualifying test ya?? tkgdcare!! love u all....

Just finish watching 4vcds.. Keke.. HAd been watching vcds wheneven i'm free recently.. Today was no exception, after class, went to buy lunch for mum, get mum to dye my hair n had been watching vcds since then.. kekeke..

Yest was a long day too.. I guess it was e same for baobei too cos he got new intake yest.. Hmmm.. went for class, then went to eat chicken rice with James n Steven, after tat we meet up with Alan n proceed to SL square.. Wao.. Think we'r all into e Computer n It thingy sia.. Well Alan was all along very into e IT stuffs, Jame just had his super powered com assembled think abt a mth or two back.. Actually it was steven n my turn now.. but Steven got ahead of me.. But i guess it's worth e wait cos my com will be a special one.. kekeke... Well din know that searching for e components and hardware was such a tiring job til yest.. We were there for almost 4hr!!! I was really very sua gua.. cos realise i've lost touch with many of the IT thingy already.. But nevertheless, it was an eye opener for me.. kekeke.. Wao.. we were really excited n curious abt how powerful e com is, so we then proceed to ALan's house to install e OS n other thingys required.. That takes abt another 4hrs... I was very tired eventhough i din do anything.. cos i just sat there looking at e guys who were doing all e installing stuff.. Wao.. I think my baobei will be dead beat when he build and assemble my com.. told him let e technician do e job, but he insisted.. hmmm.. keke.. v.fortunately to have a baobei like him o.. kekeke...

Well by e time i reached hm, it was already 8plus.. i quickly took my dinner n when i was abt to rest, my sis told me printer got prob... tried to rectify it but... haiz.. guess lifespan of CAn** printer is only a yr plus.. cos the same thing happen to my previous printer too.. haiz.. cannot print photo for now.. still thinking shld i get a new printer anot.. but i wanted to do so many things so gotta plan where i should spend my money on.. n i guess before i set my priorities rite, it'll be on hold on..

The other day over dinner, had a little chat with someone.. Hmm.. we were saying that some people changes once they climb up e ladder and holding higher post.. I mean i do agree cos some pple really lost e ownself when they are high on top of e ladder.. I've seen some too.. Just hope that me myself will not follow their footsteps...

Haha.. Looking forward to tml gathering with my so called bmt trainees.. hmmm.. i would rather address them as my friends.. keke.. cos long time had not meet up with them already... wonder how they are getting on n honestly speaking, i missed them alot... kekeke... but felt a bit wasted.. cos i can't bring my cam along as i got to work in e morn n no cam were supposed to bring into e camp.. so sad.. hopefully one of them will bring along a cam ba.. Hmmm.. so much for now.. MIssing all who read this too.. tkgdcare..

Haha... back here once again.. hvn been in here for quite a while.. Busy with work, busy going out m busy hving fun!!! kekeke.. hasn't realli enjoyed myself much for e past few weeks.. n wao.. i just relax myself over e weekend n man.. it was great...

Had a shift outing on Fri (13 aug) minus some pers who can't make it.. Went to East Coast.. Wanted to hv an healthy lifestyle sort of thingy for a change.. so Ting, Steven, Ryan n myself cycled when Melvin n JiaXian rollerblade.. Wao.. we were enjoying e scenary n e breeze.. though we were exhausted as we had not been cycling for a long time, it was still very enjoyable!! Took lots of pics on during e ride too.. KEke.. i was e most sua gu one among them.. cos i hvn been to east coast for very long already.. din even know e mac there had a skate in counter for skaters!!! it was cool man!! After that we went to KAtong to hv e famous Katong Laksa.. N there all our efforts in e morn had went down e drain after we makan.. but nevertheless, e LAksa was great too.. After lunch we went to KBox n sang til we drop from 2pm to 7pm.. Wah.. been to ktv thrice in just a week.. think i broke my record already..

Over e past week, get to meet up with some bmt insructors whom i know during my attachment too, it's nice catching up with them n knowing that they are doing well.. As for work, it's much more better compare to e past few weeks but still it's busy...

Hmm.. Spend some wonderful n quality time with my baobei too.. Hmm.. gonna missed him much again as he's got another new intake.. which means no book out for him during e recruits confinement week liao.. keke.. but guess gotta live with it as it's part of his job.. Hmmm.. looking forward to the october trip which is still in e planning stage.. hope nothing will go wrong n it will be a memorable trip for us..

As for today, came back from work n had been watching beautiful life vcd til now.. haha.. not really into jap drama but gotta admit that this is one nice show not to be missed.. Hmmm still got 3 more vcds to go.. hopefully can finsih it during my off days... HAo la... I'll stop here for now.. will blog again very soon.. tkgdcare u gals n guys out there... Love u!!!

WAo.. hvn been online for quite sometime.. had been rather busy with work over e past week.. finally now can relax abit.. Welcome back ah boy n ryan!! missed u guys lots.. keke.. cos without u guys ard.. i'm bored.. n of course melvin too.. missed e jokes n laughers which u brought to e shift..

Hmmm.. haha.. flunk my test.. only got 39 out of 100.. keke.. but think of it another way.. was supposed to answer 4 essay ques.. but i oni attempted 2.. which means i score 39 out of 50.. this implies i passed mah.. kekeke... just trying to make myself feels better.. Haiz.. hopefully can do better in e next test...

Have been going out the past few days.. feeling much more better compare than e week before.. long time din spend so much time with my baobei le.. so really feels very happy.. n most importantly.. i noe u'r trying very hard fighting against e "vit c" stuff.. n i really really appreciate it n am very touched by what u did.. tks..

View my frens blog, she seems troubled. hmm.. but all i can do is to give her my support thru e net.. cos she's so far away from me.. i hope she'll cheer up n things will be better for her.. tkgdcare my fren..

Haiz.. tml got class again. Going to be alone cos Lao da excuse from class.. haiz.. think too used to hving them by my side le.. so feel sort of lost when they suddenly not around.. think i gotta be more independent ba.. kekeke.. Hmm.. going to stop here, time to go oor le.. hope everyone reading this will hv a great start at e beginning of each n everyday!! Love u all.. tkcare!!

Today is e beginning of a new working cycle n i guess it is also a new day for us in bravo shift.. No one seems to be really happy though there were laughters here n then.. including myself.. Felt that something is lost.. We definately missed him.

We only had 4pers today, excluding joyce who were being recalled. Thought we were going to have a hard time as manpower is low but still we managed to get things done in a pretty nice way. Work's getting tougher n tougher as days goes by, cos e demand is getting higher n higher. But i supposed everywhere is e same, so gotta accept it.

After work, went to shop ard in cold storage.. wanted to buy sth, but look look n look also can't decide what i really want. end up buying nth.. so i made my way home.. Nth much to do also, so log on play neopets.. but after a few games, i got tired...

Dinner was great.. got lotsa food.. fish, curry, sotong, vege etc etc.. Tummy come out again... haiz.. nvm be a piggy ba.. kekeke... HAiz.. e next 5km run was set on e 27th.. think muz start to train liao.. else will die ar..

Hmmm.. few hrs more gotta get back to office n slog liao.. hopefully tml will be e same as today..

Just came back from a "shopping spree" with my sis, Ting. We took neoprint, buy earrings n went makaning.. Shld say hv a great day ba.. heee... Hmmm.. however, no matter how happy today is.. Some things still remains as it was, cannot be change...

LAst week wasn't really a great week for me.. Lots of things happened. Can't believe that i will cry in office.. but i did. Not oni me, mama sg n pc too. Sometimes people can be so cold blooded.. but i guess tat's life. Though i'm not v.close to him, but i'm definately gonna missed him. Y muz human always realize how impt someone or something is when we lose it.. I admit i'm one of them..

What to do, life still con't n i muz stil work no matter how unhappy i'm.. It's a test of to us i guess. This is e time where cooperation n team spirit needs to be present.. It's tough for e next few mth, but i hope we can pull it through.. So Bravo kias.. muz pull it thru k!! n we do hope u'll join us back soon. Drank myself to slp on fri.. cos i'm really sad abt what had happen.. can't believe that myself..

Sat was ok.. cos was with my baobei.. hmmm.. think i'm v.pessimitic recently, had been thinking alot too n that's wat made me so sad n unhappy i guess.. at least tat's wat my baobei said.. Hmmm.. i dunno.. guess we did hv a gd chat tat day.. and at least things were not as bad as i tht it would be.. U were really sweet u know.. i was rather surprised too..

Haiz.. just hope tat things will remain as it is ba.. i'm tired too.. dun wanna think but can't.. Hmmm.. at least today was e best among e past few day.. Hope tml will be an even better one.. just like wat u said "everyday is a fresh start, muz start each day with a smile!" Hope this apply to everyone too!!!